Get used to it....."Jesus said to them, “It is not for you to know times or epochs which the Father has fixed by His own authority; but you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be My witnesses both in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and even to the remotest part of the earth.” (Acts 1:7&8)
The word "witnesses" used here is actually "martyrs" in the original Greek. It is not implying "strapping on bombs" but "losing your life" for the Gospel's sake. I don't think it's far away when to stand for Christ will actually cost you your life....... literally.
