1. You literally conducted the same actions only a few posts above
2. Why blame me? Blame your board!
3. The vocabulary only escalated because people were writing negative assessments on BIG which was untolerable to holders
4. Suicide is a serious concern however losses significant enough to trigger this response need financial advice, not an internet forum.
5. Have a laugh Bean, losing money is hard but you can't be emotional/in denial. It ruins critical thinking.