I shed tears for you Veritas I know exactly what you are going through and been through. So sad to hear and now the really hard part starts for you. Family, friends are great but once the formalities all die down and life goes on the hard part starts for the survivor. In one sense it is a relief that they are no longer suffering and in pain, but life is sh--. I have been getting back into the things I had to give up for years. Burning myself out at Gym has had the reverse effect I am so hyped up and energetic I have trouble sleeping. I was keen to get back to trading but after a couple of weeks I thought stuff sitting here trying to make money life is out there and time is moving on. Slowly settling into new patterns and a great believer in the saying. If it does not kill you it makes you a better person. Feel free to message me for a chat if want to. I am in Perth so no meet up. All the best and my thoughts are with you.
