life goes on, page-18

week one after MBN meltdown - a very daring week with lots of thinking and mental catch up - how could I allow myself to be a participant in this

had I only made ONE trade less that week in October, and not sold my shares in stock x - which has recently risen to 250k worth ( instead went with MBN)

I would now be sitting on those 250k

-- reality check ... but I am not

a higher force wanted me to go this lane, and so it all happened

I was upset and still am, but I am finding the motivation and powerful force in this debacle, and it all makes more sense now, every day a small step more, until one day i will look back and understand - and thank for these events that have brought me here

probably something far more valuable than 250k might come my way - I am ready