You're not being a wet blanket at all because your opinion is just that, an opinion.
There is no verifiable evidence if you can't see the wonder of it all. Every atom testifies to some cause. It's all there, you just have to open your eyes.
What is 'the natural world'? What is 'natural evolution'? No such thing exists. An inanimate nothing called nature drives evolution. Hardly. You don't have to think on this for too long to realise just how impossible such a notion is. Even the immutable laws of physics testify to cause.
As for God - not a single word has ever been uttered that descibed any aspect of the nature of God. Contradictory beliefs come about because of ignorance and the doctors of religion do their very best to destroy religion. Humans are on a journey and in the fulness of time much that is now contradictory will be resolved. So what if you have been born in an age when we are still struggling to understand very difficult concepts. the modern world is not that modern. Scratch and sniff and you find a bunch of highly superstitious, supercilious troglodytes.
Every 'God model' is wrong and will ever be so. Don't even try to conceive what God might be, it's a waste of energy and will send you barking mad like a fundamentalist. There is cause and your response to cause. You have a single lifetime to master yourself.
