''Only to you , when you have an actual encounter you will know . ''
Nope, sorry. The world is what it is for everyone. Existence of the world at large does not conform to your beliefs or mine. Subjective experience in the form that you describe are problematic because they are specific to the individual and may have no relationship to the actual world as it is, Muslims experience the will of Allah, Hindus with their Brahma, etc. Contradictory experiences regardless of how 'real' they feel to the believer. A stark contrast to the things of the world that everyone agrees are real, and nobody argues about. But if what you believe brings you comfort, no problem, but it is not knowledge.
