''Because you have revealed my hypocrisy and errors.''
I wouldn't say that, but you have said that you don't know how the world began, etc, when questioned, yet later when talking about 'higher reality' and 'god' you give the impression that you do indeed hold a firm conviction in the reality of these things, hence you appear to 'know' that 'god' or a 'higher reality' is the source of the world. That's the dilemma.