my life is as good as over, page-66

I'm sorry I shouldn't have started this thread. I just couldn't hold it in anymore. I don't have anyone to talk things through with.

I have posted lots of rubbish on this site since I joined. I am sincerely sorry for that. Some of it was to get some attention and engage in some banter back and forth. But now everything has turned against me. I just don't have anything worth celebrating in my life. What do i have to look forward to? No companionship in my old age. No kids or grandkids.

I see people having fun in pubs and restaurants and in park with their partners and all I do is go to work in a dead end office job and then come home to my small rented apartment and close the curtains and lock the door. What sort of life is that?

Lately I have gambled everything to get back my losses buying shares like RMG. Now I am losing on that as well. I don't know what to do now.