This thing, what they want to hear is now changing. Questions are becoming more interesting with each interview. The information we receive through the senses as in eyes and ears is limited to the thoughts and research by another. Its a good point to start from, then the intellect plays a part and reelection upon such is good. I am finding a future develops from certain interactions/information and there appear to be about three of them that I can see. Being lazy by nature I expected them to develop of there own accord but alas I have discovered that I need to be on the ball and exert some input for them to come to fruition. The only problem with the current interest of mine is that others appear to see this same future and input in front of me to create change for their benefit or to disrupt mine. Frustrating for me as this is just not cricket, also appears to be occurring in here to some extent as well so I'm up against it, this future that apparently is entitled to me. No one seems to like change and thats what this must be about in regards to all this darkness and negative forces at play here. I'm sure that I must be pIssing of quite a few out there I just hope its not the other ones that I like that this is happening to. The heart mind is the present and thats ultimately where I would like to be instead I find myself in the head competing on many levels with the above mentioned. P.S Don't know if that "somewhere nice" place exists anymore for me.
