If you are putting all of your money on a stock and buying at the top of the chart on the 52 week high then you really need to do paper trading for a while and learn when to buy and sell stocks.
You sound very very stressed which tells me you bought the hype and didn't do your own research and don't believe in your own investments and have invested more than you can afford to loose.
Based on all your comments you sound like a gambling trader at the moment looking for instant gains, this is a very risky head space to be in for a newbie.
Honestly it's probably better for you to just turn your computer off and come back in a month once the Christmas/holiday season is over.