I still think you have a problem trying to bring an emotional argument to this forum.
You can say what you like about me.
I chose live in hope for a sick friend up to the day he died. He fought with dignity and tried as best he could to live life in full. His dream was to own a BMW motorcycle. Neither of us had the cash at the time. Next mate that gets ill like that will get what he wants, god willing, as a result of my hard work. You still have your friends with you. I hope you make the most of every moment with them even if/when they get through this.
