Pear it is the natural condition of man that he expresses his anger and disdain toward something that is foreign,
Just spend a few moments reflecting on yourself,
I certainly do not contain any righteousness in of myself maybe you claim to be rightteous
I only know of one such man, the Son of Man.
YHWH is a sovereign God you would not bow your knee to a God that is not sovereign but that only further inflames the carnal man.
Pear your reactions are normal when one turns away from God, they are to be expected.
English Standard Version
For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life.
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Jonathan Edwards magnificent Christian thinker 18th century and writer a work he authored on being the Enemy of God
Here is a online version.
http://www.biblebb.com/files/edwards/enemies.htm
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