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sorry about the late reply...

attempted not to think too much about it..

have done a bit of soul searching..searching the soul wasnt the hard part,finding it was...ive taught myself over the years to be very philosophical about things..cant change it then just get on with it..

now i find it something i dont particularly like about myself[im sure there are many others things]..everyone has different defence mechanisms to get by,I guess this is mine..Im fine with my own but i dont deal with other people pain very well..

I know one thing,since the accident ive read of quite few more fatalities on our roads and i give them far more thought than before,especially for those left behind to pick up the pieces..so many people have their lives turned upside down on a daily basis..whether it acually translates to making some personal changes remains to be seen..