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Geez flippa. Don't know what to say.

I've had a bit of a crap month but not like that.
Had my older brother who lives here come and ask me to take him to hospital a month back. Why? What's going on?

He told me.
'Bullshit, we are getting an ambulance'
They turned up and he was having a heart attack. Not only that, it took him 12 hours to tell me.
Triple by-pass. Bloody lucky.

Then I find out via other sources that my 11 year old has been discussing suicide.
It's taken everything I've got mentally and emotionally to work through that. I can tell it's going to be a long road. But I'm all in, in doing what I can through conversation, exercise with him, engaging other parents, etc etc.

Life really sucks sometimes.

I would actually like to hear what happened health wise one day if you can share it. Sometimes it can just help one person.

As someone earlier said. You can't do much more than to remember the great times with your son.
It will hurt remembering it. But laughing about something through tears is 'sometimes' a great help.

We don't know each other. But I'll have a glass for him.