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I still can pay the electricity Bills.
But it is (a) very, very tight (Race).


@dreamingreen:

Thank you for your Empathy.
I don't like "All these blablabla-Phrases", but really meant is feeling good! Very good.
It was very hard, and still is.

But just One Further Thing about:

It was "actually" "even" ANY, ANY worser.
I'm not sure if I'm not, partly, guilty on His Suicide/Dead.
Not in any "direct, active" Sense, but the Relationship We had was the VERY, VERY, VERY worst I had with "All People I know on Earth".
Not nice, but true.
As He was a very, very, very complicated Men.
And so, I'm not sure, if I wasn't (partly) an Influence, in His Decision to take his Life!

And this you have to carry around with Yourself, until the End of your Life!!!
As you NEVER will "really know".
If.
If not.
At least; dependent on Believe/Religion; until you "might see again in Heaven".

I don't wanna weep, Mercy, or Anything like That.
But One Thing I want to say very, very clear to You All(Everybody Who‘s "might affected at Some Point”):

Try; REALLY, REALLY hard; to keep the Family, and Other "Important", Relationships (even if it Sometimes sucks! ) in a Good Standing!!!!!
As you never really know When the "End" is coming, Sometimes very surprising,
and if it's There, it's JUST to late!!!!!

And These "carry til the End of your Life" are really, really not the nicest Weights, Bags-to-shoulder!