Something to think about, page-92

possibly the well honed skills. And he mostly kept it up apart from the odd slip up for two years. The other stuff I just thought was me getting to understand someone. Almost dead on the two year mark it changed in some way until I really did lose myself.

Though my kids did not like him and nor did my friends or family. He said some weird things that should have made me run a mile though. Like his dislike of kids was intense. He was argumentative with my friends. He was always a know all and he promised much...... And more. But every time I started to wonder he’d switch and I thought I’d maybe misunderstood something.

it’s a fascinating lesson in a type of person I had never met before. In my less maudlin moments there is a lot of interesting stuff about the whole experience. I am still not sure I completely understand the psychological process or the way he operated. I believe that’s normal as well

I am also acutely aware that his reality is different from mine. But on the other hand I am also aware that my reality appears to align with that if others who met him

anyway c’est la vie. Tomorrow is a new day and I’m spending it with physical entities in the form of friends.