I have been around HC a while and can tell you many stories. If you would care to hear some I would be happy to get an email from you. I lost my brother through a rash decision 18 months ago which gave my dad a heart attack and I lost him too. There is now and always will be light mate...just remember what you wanted the money for...your reasons are still there. We start with nothing and can easily lose everything and start again...as long as pride lets us.
Don't let desperation take over what is truly valuable
