Ann: Successful placement and debt conversion, page-26

Admitting you have a problem is trying first step
to overcoming your addiction. All you can ever rely on is the past, we all get it, you were burnt bad and can't let it go. It clouds your judgement and you cannot see the forest for the trees as I've said to you a long time ago.

It is very clear now a new team is running this Co and they have very different ideas/plans, plus the credentials and past successes to back. Best thing you could do for yourself is to politely leave as you are only going to continue to make a fool of yourself. Spend the time you waste here on getting help to get over your losses and better yourself. Good luck