It is amazing how when we think back on the past a song will pop into our mind and memories that have been lost in the abyss come back.
Also, can i say and please do not take this the wrong way (your profile is limited and I have no idea how long you have been trading), but trading is no different to any vocation or hobby and can take years to master.
Enjoy the journey.
PS - for what it is worth this is my favourite Jethro Tull song (mainly because it applies to me)