See if you can envisage the need for a path that is not just your ordinary life.
Your replies are becoming muddled. You asked both mick and whereu to answer my questions aimed at you.
Now you want me to evaluate whereu's offer of help and tell you whether you are on "the path of purpose and reason.".
Have you ever pondered .. "Know thyself." ?
You dropped the ball after a mild experience you can't really explain and have been living off the false proceeds ever since. Time to pick up the ball again before time is called on your particular game.
BTW did you consider mick's observation that you have a strong preoccupation with bodily waste functions ?
Sort of like very young children go through.
I also suggest you update your avatar to "TeflonGumUnderFoot" because as soon as the slightest pressure is applied you try to slide out from under.
