brits also say sorry......ridiculous?, page-12

Sad to see that you would prefer to give up your personal dignity than admit hypocrisy. Very sad for you indeed. And I mean it.

My only tip to try to help you is this. Don't read anything on the matter. It will make you feel pretty stupid. Best you just continue to listen to those who harbor the same prejudices as you do. At least they will make you feel better by telling you what you need to hear. Bye mate.