Sorry to hear Elroy.
Didn't she recently hit the big 40 from memory u posted on the DJPIN?
Its a very painfull time, an emotional rollercoaster that you just want to get off, but you cant, the ride does stop eventually but it takes time.
Lean on your friends and family, you are going to need them.
Speaking from experience here.
Feel for you.
Coastgirl
