You are getting sucked in by the Zionist narrative. Judaism and Zionism are that far apart, it will take more than a camel to pass through.
Pays to follow the opinions of Jews who practise their religion. Did you know that 85% by a study I've seen of Jews are of non-semetic DNA. Zionists are using the shield of anti-Semitism to shut out criticisms of their genocide of Semites. Contradiction gold plated you reckon?