Seriously everything is garbage

I am writing from lucca in Italy.Been here for 6 weeks . Holder of IVR SHN HMX ARD.EMC etc. Portfolio down 30% since arriving. I have been in PM's and miners for 15 years.AND nothing but down. So Non Farm PayrollsToday not good and wait for it ...................................Silver PAPER PRICE down 3%. Why? Just Because. Seriously bottom line all posters on mining Companies bang on but its all down. THEY have total control and its all BS so we just Post. Don't bother I have given up and IT will never end. 300 Trillion Dollars of Derivatives NO WORRIES. Makes me Sick. Time for a Spritz. Cheers Yummy