I'm not really a theist. I just find religion fascinating as a glimpse into what people are. I don't object to being called strange, which I have been called frequently, because I think that being strange is good.
I am amazed at people telling me minute details of heaven, hell, what happens to us when we die... etc I will know when I die, but from experience with people who have died, I won't be able to let you know.
I have been told that because I'm not a believer there will be nothing when I die. I do have a belief which is that we all land up in the same place. That didn't make me popular. Fortunately being popular is not a priority for me. Therein lies the fate of Christianity, so much truth so little unity Careful. Some committed me to hell for suggesting that Christianity is divided.