I ask you please not to antagonise her. I don't hold grudge against her.
I understand she is well articulated in her views as I see her posts.
The way I am only doing this is based on a single contributor post, her intervention here has already reduced my motivation.
So I will be taking an early leave of absence, ahead of my planned holidays as I had earlier advised you.
As weird as it may sound to her, this thread had been around for 7+ years with most just happy to read with occasional remarks, yes I re-post works of others what I deem sensible with my own to add.
If it does not work, may need to start a new chapter in my life.