"I knew you guys would understand how I felt if I used manhood as an analogy.."
We do, Zeta, we do....most of us have had our experiences. Sigh. I lost everything that mattered nearly fifty years ago in New Guinea.....playing that silly game of "New Guinea Roullette" ....where they line up 6 local maidens for you to pick from.....Yeah, I cant take a trick.....the one I chose was a cannibal....sigh. Mind you, it kept me out of trouble since, to look on the bright side.... :-)