half glassed!!

I Need some help here folks,
I am having trouble seeing the full side of my glass
I was hoping to get some words of encouragement from a positive soul.
Share some love here :-) This enigma we call VWM has all the makings of a great stock yet appears to be doing something completely different. it's doing my head in, Have been able to keep the pecker up so far ......but ..........
well some of you other long termer s will know the feeling

Talk to me peoples show me the light again think I need hug.
and a sp of note ..............something

Sigh!!!!!!
opens another fifth leg cab sav