You're right in a sense .... God is not running Earth, Satan is (refer to Bible). That's why there is so much suffering and evil around. God gave us a free choice and as, with most things in life, there are two sides. You're absolutely free to choose whichever, but it's my earnest prayer that you see the light and experience the joy of loving and being loved by God. And of course sleeping well in the knowledge he'll take care of you and your loved ones when the turds hit the fan, as they surely will.
