At first glance you appear to have an open mind and you often seek a wide range of opinions. Yet having received bearish views you instinctively dismiss them citing insufficient evidence and possibility of preferable outcomes. You are obviously unhappy with where things have landed and the state of your investment, yet you cannot bear to confront the misjudgments that have led you to your current circumstances and will fight tooth and nail to preserve the status quo (ie teeth clenched, jaw jutted, all-in)! Just an opinion from an independent and fair minded outside observer