Sorry mate, some of this here is bordering on criminal, not a good word to use, but by gosh, I'm so gob smacked I can't think of the appropriate words to use. This metaphorical system of yours or whatever you call it, 98% of the world could never make head nor tails out of around 95+% of the Bible.
What strange interpretation do you put on the accounts when Jesus prayed to his Father, considering the tripe you wrote above.
God is real to himself - by golly am I seeing this?
I'm sorry mate, I can't comment anymore - This is embarrassing
Solo journey was good advice however.