Hi Jell,
I over the years like you have lost hundreds of thousands due to lack of patience.
I hate sitting on a loss and bail. Like you I would have done very well with 90% of my stocks if I held and patience prevailed.
Luckily for me I had and have patience with APG and it has paid off enormously.
I dont wish anyone misfortune and wish you well.
Choose wisely and be patient!