Isaiah 53 -- exact prediction 700yrs b4 Christ born, page-123

"Now seriously, I'm not loosing it, the subject is REAL, NO BULL."
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I'm not kidding, these last two weeks, the Bible is effectively becoming like a kids story book.
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But I don't deal with other Christians, so I have no one to compare things with, but I can tell you know, somethings I know haven't been happening before now?"

I don't doubt that you are serious or that you have found mainstream Christian beliefs that are not Biblically supported when viewed from your perspective.

I also have no doubt you are beginning to see much about contemporary civilization that is heading in an undesirable direction such that much of what is good is negated by the detrimental aspects.

Also, that since you are currently obsessed with the Bible, you see in it parallels with what is happening today. It is the repeated history of the Human race wotsup and of course that will be in any book about the Human race.
Many people see that ... not just religious types but, there are also many people who think everything is going well .. progress !

However, none of that is the point.
What matters is your mental health and what you personally can do about your life.

The forces in play, whatever form or name you give them, are way beyond your pay grade. As an individual, nothing you do will make any difference to the macro direction. And don't kid yourself it will. Remember the story of King Canute trying to hold back the tide.

A different question is whether you can make a difference in your own personal sphere of influence .. that depends whether you go nuts before settling down and seeing what needs to be done.
At present the contents of your head is like a mad women's (or man's) breakfast and that's mostly what others see when you disgorge it.
That direction is not working. You know it isn't so why continue ? Is it just your stubbornness ?

Perhaps you could join the local JW outfit and show them from the inside where they are misguided.
Though you would probably have more success with holding back the tide.

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