John you are no loser, far from it. Lesson learnt, nothing more nothing less.
You are a champion and will be sorely missed. I learnt a lot from you over the last 2 years.
Chin up and be the champion you are. Much prefer if you didn't go and staying will keep you going. You have many supporters here.
Good luck with whatever you decide my friend.
Cheers
Dhuy (R178)
