Are we doomed?

Hate to use this title but at what stage will ZBM’s actually mate an impact on society. I have (stupidly) been loyal and stayed strong for several years now believing everything that has been told to me and financially this has been my worst investment ever. I know it is speculative but seriously, the carrot keeps getting dangled and at what stage do retail investors say, I can’t keep throwing good money after bad. This cap raise is going to add another, what 4 to 500 million shares to the register giving us over a million shares in total. Are management participants in this cap raise? I would love to know. I have a lot of skin in the game and at a ridiculous ave but in (around 25c) so I don’t think I am being to harsh. Anyway would love to hear some long term shareholders thoughts?