yeah I probably am still hurt. It’s a daily exercise in self compassion. But I do know it will fade in time. It’s recent since the battle for what was left took nearly two years. I had to do it though as that was the first step in self respect and regaining myself. So money has it’s place as well
and yes I’m lucky. Like really lucky. I wake up and part of tte daily routine is to feel gratitude. I’m alive and might not have been. I still have my house. I have friends and family who I live and am lived in return and I’m resourceful.
