Nope, life is an incredible exciting ride. I lost my spouse last year at a young age thru illness, not a happy time! I've lost money on stock exchange and I don't have a job and now prolly haven't a hope of getting one. Life teaches you to grow a cast iron stomach, forge ahead and refuse to give up....the sun shines sometimes, occassionally it rains and blow the dismal future, there will be a tomorrow. You know the old saying 'When the going gets tough the tough get going.' Boring I know but that's how it works. Chin up mate - u can do it.