"I was re-living or I was brought attention to things that happened 18 months ago. "
"I had a couple of crazy calls, a lady was telling me you've spent 12 months out of the game, you're a drug addict and I said, what do you mean I'm a drug addict?"
"I got on the phone and rang a girl back in Perth, I said, real serious, am I a drug addict? I was devastated."