suicide, page-48

Yes unbearable suffering, loss of hope and faith to the point of death... 7 years of severe depression later and suicidal thoughts pointing their ugly heads at any time days and nights taught me that hell is a true reality.

I am sad and moved by your grief and loss and your amazing poignant stories everyone, Warnie, Debono and Raks. People are so precious, so unbelievably valuable. I personally believed i was nothing. This was my downfall. I saw myself as a burden and as more valuable to those around me dead than alive! Oppressive lie which crippled me all my life but especially the last 7! I found rest for my broken soul in Christ and was helped by the love of my 3 kids, especially the youngest one who is only 9 but without whom I would have spent weeks in torpor and in bed stricken by fear, grief, self-hatred and condemnation. Also helped by cognitive therapy and the love of friends who believed when i couldnt find the strength to do so.

Kindest regards to all and thank you for sharing your valuable stories.