"If you would be so kind to read the last post I directed to Boswell you will see where I have spent most of my energies and time searching. That is, inside myself."A genuine request from you is like a beacon for me and
@Boswell though a self proclaimed "semi lapsed" and distracted seeker is still fellow seeker ... so I did !
Admiral attempt to translate your experiences(s) into this reality, which is not easy ...
Note, this relates to your attempt to translate .. not the experience itself.
Imagine for a moment that if such an experience was possible then ... thanks to the involuntary effect and help of Nature in those relatively unusual conditions, ... what now might be possible if you reserved the distraction of religion only for HC and chats with friends, and dug deeper.
Which may well be what you are doing.
Except your obvious hope for Bahai as a "2nd coming saviour" seems a hope that general and predictable effects of any religion will somehow elevate Humanity to what ought to be it's basic level and help you with your personal task.
It is necessary to distinguish between one's possibilities as a member of "Humanity" and one's possibilities as "waffle" who had the unmistakable experience all those years ago.
All comments intended only for reflection .. not as absolutes or instructions.
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