U dont want the truth at all . Your claims and denial are not any different to the so called nut jobs . There are nut jobs on both sides of the spectrum you know .
However what i realise is that most non conformists have actually spent countless hours researching articles , both from a political view and scientific.
Most that are non conformist did not find it easy to be so . So how about you lead by example and show your non biased evidence ? who knows you might even contribute in changing some peoples stance .
