@Parsifal; I'm acutely aware of how mental health issues manifest and was concerned for you when I read your previous post in reply to one of mine.
On a personal level, one of my nephews has a life-endangering bipolar condition. He identifies very closely with myself and my remaining siblings following the death of our sister from cancer. We live his condition with him on a daily basis.
Such experiences partially explain some of what I've posted about what's happening in Gaza - it's deeply distressing!