... I should probably mention in addition to my very long self...

... I should probably mention in addition to my very long self absorbed post that I do like my job most of the time and like the people I work with. Just sometimes it feels like when I was in school when all I did was go to school with very few extra curricular activities. It's easy to lose perspective when that happens and then you end up a bit weird and don't necessarily feel like going out and get out of practice and lose confidence, which doesn't help with the social aspects of life which are really important as we all know from covid.
Gosh I hope there is an Akida app for that 'Hey you're not being very talkative.....try harder mate ask someone what how their day has been', 'Give a few complements', 'Listen a bit more'...

Just filling in time while the market sorts itself out