Jipi Can you show some respectWith your expression it is clear...

Jipi

Can you show some respect
With your expression it is clear evident . That you are very disappointed in NewSat . But that is your own fault. But there others the opposite . Who are very happy the way NewSat is going and the prospect ahead.
Why you make up your frustration on others??
That is very low. Find some other place and way what make you happy.
Only you can help yourself to overcome your frustration,
Need a help. There are lots of organisation all around specializing on people with similar problems

It is worth to try.

Be happy.