In a nutshell.. my opinion.. this guy.. the story that got him here is he is an escaped child soldier..
he became a successful UFC fighter.. how does he celebrate a win? by mimicking shooting a machine gun..
He found his first life so abhorrent , that he had to flee.. yet, the actions of those days are not so traumatic that you cannot use it as a display of dominance following a win... and this is the duality of this persona i struggle with..
so horrible i need out.. but im not prepared to leave it behind..
