I thought we were past posts like this. I know you're not an idiot. The fact you disclose your purchases puts you into a club.
Rrod QQ and I all hated but disclose. I do it to keep myself honest. It also shows confidence and possilby a wealth status. As you know I've got it wrong sometimes but right enough and I know how to weight it. Thats the club you should be in. The club that makes money.