Paydirt it’s pretty evident from your posts that you shouldn’t...

Paydirt it’s pretty evident from your posts that you shouldn’t be playing on the share market and that if you buy again, you deserve to lose it all.
Sometimes you have to accept that you made a terrible decision and to cut your losses if possible. Throwing good money after bad rarely makes sense.
Your feeling that things will turn is nothing but an emotion to help you rationalise and deny your original incredibly poor decisions.