there is a saying on wall street that "perception is reality". That means ones own indiividual perception becomes their own reality. Psycholohists agree and with todays knowledge of how to maifest one's dreams, the say identity is a factor, so while its necessary to learn through mistakes, as the saying is in silicon valley, "make more mistakes", I believe you will do well if you change your identity to statistical probabilty thinking and contextual emptional analysis, like patten recognition of the evidence based research, of statistical facts of the cup and handle pattern and then manage your own risk and money for freedom to pursue better dreams., by locking in feedbackand feedforward loops into your own psyche for continul improvement of resources, to adapt and achieve the previous perceptions. Psychology is 80% of success factors, the other 20% takes massive amounts of time and learning.
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