But really why would you care if you don't hold? it's likely...

But really why would you care if you don't hold? it's likely bitterness has a hold of you as it is clear from your continual posting on this forum that you only want bad things to happen to SGC and would take pleasure in their downfall all because you took a hit one time? This honesty is not coming from a good place as its just cynicism. Please move on, your not even holding, it will honestly help if you talk to someone as many are in the same boat, seriously bitterness is never the answer! it will never satisfy those feelings of revenge. I regret having to address this and I don't wish to be offensive to you in doing so but its better to forgive and forget! I really hope you find it!