Hey mate, don't beat yourself up, it got alot of us! much the...

Hey mate, don't beat yourself up, it got alot of us! much the same as your research I also decided it was a no brainer and heavily invested as well, I've held from the 4c up 60c where greed and impressions that this was going huge! Unfortunately I bought all the way down, thinking I was getting a bargin each time, until now... much like you really have no choice but to hold now and avoid taking a massive hit, but hey we all gave it a crack/still are!

at least you can have a laugh out of it! All we can do really haha.
Fingers crossed bethanga is a good thing! And you can at least bring the retirement down to an even 100 haha!